Bakla Ako, May Reklamo?

Last year, I decided to take down all my accounts in gay social networking and dating sites.  Some thought that I made that decision because I was already in a relationship and that my newfound lover asked me to take them down.  Wrong.  I only took them down on impulse – with no reasonable reason. Ano ba yung reasonable reason?

I was secretly hoping that Mr. Right (or even just a new Mr. Right Now) would come sweep me off my feet because of what I did.  It did not happen.  Mr. Right didn’t come into my life.  Nor did Mr. Right Now.

So I recently signed up (again) for these gay online social networking cheneses on impulse.  Of course there’s still that hidden desire to find someone for the specific purpose of romantic involvement and someone for carnal pleasures.  But I don’t really bank on these sites to find whatever it is I am looking for.  I’m so over and done with one-night stands and prefer to perform the deed with a little help from my friendly hands.  Marahil ay sasabihin ng iba na pwede na akong maging katulong dahil sa pagmamalinis kong ito, pero dedma.  I’ve been there, been that! Hehe. Just thinking about going through the motions of finding someone to have sexual and/or romantic relations with makes me so exhausted.  Ganito pala pag shumoshonda-rimes-creator-of-greys-anatomy na tayo. Dedmalyn cream na sa paghahanap ng lulurkey.

I don’t need a man to be happy.  Charot Santos-Concio. I’m happy being single. Well at least that’s what I think now.  I’m sure that one of these days, I will be attacked by a deluge of emo crap. Besides, Valentine’s Day is just around the corner.