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Letter to Self

September 4th, 2007

As I was browsing through my personal blog archives,  I found a very silly, but kind of heartwarming letter I wrote to myself last year. I wrote it on September 3rd, and addressed it to myself.  Yes, I’m weird like that.

I didn’t realize until now that I wrote that letter and now I find myself smiling and laughing. What I wrote hit hard and hit home! I’m just amazed at how much fuzz I made over my birthday last year. I’m supposed to have the quarter-life crisis this year,  but no, I had it last year.  This year is just another day, not even a birthday.

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Here’s the letter:

Dear Ageage,

By the time you read this, you’re already 25. I wrote this letter for you a few days before we turned 24. A lot of things have happened in your life within that one year. Sure you’ve grown a little more mature, but you’re still a kid. Sometime in August 29, 2006, you felt empty – as you did many days before and after that. You were lonely. You were envious of other people. You got infatuated with this one guy. You did not know what you wanted in life. Of course you had dreams and goals, but nothing concrete. You just lived each and every single day of your life. You lived one day at a time. Work is what drove you. A few days before you turned 24, you looked at your life and realized that you were empty. You surrounded yourself with people who complemented your life, your lifestyle. But you still felt empty. You’ve always wanted to have someone. A boyfriend, a partner, a lover. But you were okay without one. I don’t know about now, but if you have found someone or if you’re with that someone, you still are not happy because he is not what you were looking for all your life. Please stop looking for a Superman in your life. You are a superman. Look for your Lois Lane (or Lex Luthor, whichever you prefer). Love yourself.

Sincerely,
Your Other Self

How ’bout you? Are you still excited about your birthdays?

If Only

July 26th, 2007

Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite distances continue, a wonderful living side by side can grow, if they succeed in loving the distance between them which makes it possible for each to see the other whole against the sky.  ~Rainer Maria Rilk

fb.JPGIf only we could apparate and disapparate like wizards and witches…

If only we could bend the time and space continuum like Hiro Nakamura…

If only it were that easy…

When It Rains, It Pours

July 25th, 2007

When it rains, it pours.  And here I go again battling the heavy rains coming my way. I should never had wished for it. It’s raining hard and I’m bracing myself to get drenched and end up going home alone and wet.  Wet, but alone.

Musings

May 31st, 2007

For I know I shall find
My own peace of mind
For I have been promised
A land man of my own

» Read more: Musings

Have You Ever?

April 17th, 2007

Have you ever felt so depressed after a long and fun vacation for no apparent reason?

Have you ever wanted to just travel and not work?

Have you ever wanted to become the wife of a rich mogul and so you could just travel the world and not think of the workload that awaits you?

Have you ever dreamed of one day living a life where everything is served to you on a silver platter?

Have you ever seen the wolf cry to the blue corn moon?

Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

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